Before I
say goodbye.

I don't really know how to say goodbye to you.

Maybe that's why I needed to write all of this.

There are things I wanted you to know. Things I wanted to remember. Things that hurt me. Things I'm sorry for. Things I'll probably carry with me for a very long time.

None of this is meant to change what has happened.

I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye properly.

So these are the last things I wanted to leave with you.