I don't really know how to say goodbye to you.
Maybe that's why I needed to write all of this.
There are things I wanted you to know. Things I wanted to remember. Things that hurt me. Things I'm sorry for. Things I'll probably carry with me for a very long time.
None of this is meant to change what has happened.
I just didn't want to leave without saying goodbye properly.
Our first movie was La La Land. I still remember watching it with you for the first time.
Funny how a movie about two people who loved each other deeply, but couldn't stay together, became our first movie together.
I just wish we didn't have to have their ending.
So these are the last things I wanted to leave with you.
